So I have Diabetes and I was just wondering how many other Diabetics are there on tumblr. So Reblog if you have Diabetes.
what if u had an identical twin that did porn and u like went to the grocery and theyre like “omg i saw u take 3 dicks at once while wearing a turtle costume” and ur like “god dammit gary”
ITS BACK IAND I CNANTN BREATCHE
WHY IS THIS BACK
This is important because reasons.
i am screaming
omggg in the last one that cat in the background is so done lol
This Saturday was a max out day. I hit a really nice 64kg snatch. It was like butter best rep of the week by far. I really don’t have a problem getting under big weight but I just don’t set it back far enough for the weight to be on my heels and I throw it forward and miss. I’m thinking of purposely throwing the weight behind me for a few reps when warming up might help? Haha I’ll see. That way when it’s heavier I will get it further back. As for the clean and jerks satursay they felt really good too! Got up to 87kg clean and missed the jerk. There is a lot of work to be done on my jerk still. I worked some power jerks off the blocks and gosh I love the way they feel! We’ll see how that goes with heavier weight. Feeling pretty positive that I will qualify for nationals after this meet in March and then I can start the LSU program for some big gains. My goal is to total at least 170 at nationals or more! As for the american open which is about a year away? I want to put up BIG weights. We’ll see. I can only get better right? Maybe I will get up to 69kg weight class and be a monster. But I rather go 63. Hm!
Today was alright. I missed a few snatches and for some reason was cleaning weird? I had trouble moving my feet on the platform like my shoes were sticky? I don’t know. My jerks were actually pretty decent but I smacked myself in the jaw one time. Embarrassing. I swear when coach watches I fuck up more! Haha but I always seem to snatch worse towards the end of the week. Front squats were feeling strong and I was able to push out 187 for a 5x3 and felt great but now my legs are a tad sore. Hopefully Saturday goes well! I always seem to lift bad on Saturday even though Friday I typically rest or just do something light to get the blood flowing. Over all this week was definitely better than last week so hopefully Saturday I will make some heavy lifts my bitch. All heavy err thang. And maybe I won’t spend almost 4 hours there on Saturday like I usually do. Try and move through everything quickly and efficiently!
I fear stagnation and lack of progress.
I fear never reaching my potential and being average. I fear being forgotten… The past… Yesterday’s news. I fear giving up and being passed by, going softly into that good night. I fear letting those I love down, letting myself down. I fear settling, giving in to the “that’s just the way it is” mindset. I fear dying without leaving my mark. I fear not feeling these fears anymore and just floating along. These fears feed me, they nourish my drive.
I love my fear.
Hello, Police? I accidentally stepped on my cats foot and need to be arrested